Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Random Thoughts Part III



                An Old Dress in her closet

      The door opened and once again her colorful closet came in light. She looked at it with  more self admiration , as now she has a variety of clothes to choose from. Perhaps, more than one for every given occasion. One might say, her wardrobe clearly reflects her personality. Colorful, moody and unpredictable. She has all unique colors in her wardrobe hot pink, tangerine , honeydew , teal and even colors she might never wear. Among this chaos of colors, there lies a black dress in the corner of the closet. It was her favorite, once. She has it for quite a long time now. In her golden days, she wore it like her skin. The first dress she ever bought for herself , a dress that reflected her personality in all moods like they were made for each other. The dress that was made to make her feel like HERSELF. She had some most rejoicing memories in it. How time flies as the saying goes, those days are gone now. Ever since someone pointed out that the dress is old enough to retire and that she doesn't look any good  in it, she stopped wearing it ,she moved on. However, she couldn't throw it away. It's hard to keep every dress forever , but she kept this one. After all it was her favorite dress. It's been ages & she hasn't even laid her eyes on it. Perhaps someday she'll notice it, she might even wear it to see if it still fits or just to relive her past for a few moments. She shall wear it or not, one thing is for certain: Her golden time is gone, she might keep the dress forever, but she cannot have that time back.


                           
                  That old dress kind of reminds me of an old relationship. It's funny, how time passes by and we don't even realize that we have forgotten so many relationships. Relationships that mattered once, relationships that served their time. Its indeed very hard to keep every relation forever , but some relations have a long duration, they stay almost forever. We may not be together now, but we still have a place in each other's heart. We had our time and we'll cherish it forever. Our busy lives may not give us enough time to think about each other , but we know that someday when in leisure we'll open the closet , the other one will be waiting there. (At least that's what I believe and hope) Many times I wonder, why the relationship ended ? Did someone pointed to her that we don't look good together? or even worse, was I even her favorite dress? 

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